Monthly Archives: December 2016

happy new year

I don’t know what happened with this december, really. If karma exists, for what is it punishing me? The whole 2016 was a bit of a suffering. I hope in 2017 . Advertisements

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wo mut beginnt

Finally together. He’s beautiful, sweet, but it feels almost weird almost awkward. I can’t breathe until we talk. Then finally we talked and listened and cried and hugged and begged and thought and hoped and understood. It’s still scary, but … Continue reading

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durchalten

Maybe we should talk about injuries in a different way. Maybe it’s not an accident, maybe it’s not a mistake that we get hurt. Maybe we want to stop something that’s happening, or we need attentions. I don’t know what … Continue reading

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reluctantly

Times of fear. He suddenly got all serious on the phone and said that we need to talk, a lot and about scary things. Suddenly he’s all seriousness and drama. I’m so nervous and so scared that my worse nightmare … Continue reading

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natural movement

I constantly feel the pressure of having to train and move, because I want to do it and I like to do it, but also because I should do it. So I feel terribly guilty when I don’t. But sometimes, … Continue reading

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